Ewwey-Gooey

The Man. Diggin’ on him hard right now. I’m gooey with him… it’s horrible… I hate girls like me. But I certainly adore him... I think too much.

Had yet another fabulous evening with him. Amazing that over just a few days time I can miss someone (that I am still getting to know) this much.

I told TM all about The Man yesterday afternoon (as an attempt to resurrect the previous afternoon conversation was made). He respected it. Then still invited me over. I declined…

As much as I can fuck up a good thing (constantly-active-subconsciously) I can’t dare to ruin this (whatever ‘this’ is) at this point.

What a loser I am...