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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Finally...

The Man emailed me today:

Hey

All is well over here in the hottest fucking place on the planet.

You: I think you are a fantastic person and a beautiful woman.

Me: Preoccupied like crazy and very worried that I will make the wrong career choice and kick myself in the ass for years...


Us: way too much, way too soon....I need for "us" to not be "us" so to speak but to be a much much lower key version of the previous edition....In all honesty I am not ready for an "us".. I hope you know what I a mean....I was ready for fun and dates but not an everyday thing...

I do think you are one of the most genuine people I have met in a very long time and for that you deserve respect and honesty....

I will call when I get back....

The Man



From OC girl to The Man:

I'm glad you're safe.

"Us: way too much, way too soon....I need for "us" to not be "us" so to speak but to be a much much lower key version of the previous edition....In all honesty I am not ready for an "us".. I hope you know what I a mean....I was ready for fun and dates but not an everyday thing..."

Thank you, that’s exactly what I needed. I agree.

I'll talk to you when you return.


All I have ever asked of him is for the complete and honest truth. Very glad that I got it. It’s weird when you get caught up in the whirl wind that is “the moment” then you realize you haven’t stayed at your house in nearly a month… all the while he’s telling you he’s becoming addicted to you… but you refuse to even call him your boyfriend with your closest friends, because you know in your gut it’s off somehow.

In addition dating someone 17 years your senior (have I mentioned that?) makes it all such an odd and different experience than the other guys one is used to dealing with. Especally when this OC girl can be quite a handful at times...

TM is nearly 20 years The Man’s junior… quite a difference…

I'm stoked anyway... LaLo's boyfriend SB, is taking me to meet his Soccer Team this weekend. That should get me over The Man in no time at all... right?

1 Comments:

  • At 7/27/2005 09:53:00 AM, Blogger hannahhas said…

    I didn't realize that TM and The Man had the same initials until just the other day...

    TM is for "Text Message" as that's how we constantly communicated in the beginning.

    The Man, well, he is/was The Man.

    As far as "not honesty" if you don't agree that I am a "fantastic person and a beautiful woman" you shall never get near reaping the rewards that will be my rebound skank!

    ;)

     

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