Email to Tiki

Regarding the blog yesterday: I know I said some hurtful things, and I honestly didn’t mean any of them, beyond the frustration I have been feeling over the entire situation.

Honestly, I am ignoring your phone calls. I am not sure what exactly it is that I want to say to you at this time.

As you can tell it wasn’t him that I was upset about, I was hurt by your seeming lack of consideration for my feelings. I rarely get upset, and I just didn’t understand why you didn’t seem to get what I was saying to you. Then when you did leave me messages over the weekend you were yawning into the phone, I could hardly understand you and it seemed as though you were completely detached from the entire thing, all the while knowing how upset I was.

Please know that I know alcohol was involved in the sitch and that will escalate everything. I also remembered last night that you had been doing some strong “pre-funking” at my house which I forgot. I am trying to weigh all of these things out while I think about this.

I am completely aware that I can be a drama queen, so I please know that yesterday was the way in which I dealt with it. I needed to get some spewing out so I could gather my thoughts and trying and present them to you in an effective manner, not blinded by my emotions. My blog is my diary, I just let people read it.

I hope you have some idea as to where I am coming from about this stupid stupid situation.


Note to readers: After I typed what I had typed yesterday I realized that I said some hurtful things. Specifically regarding HWKHH. I didn't mean it. Tiki is a gorgeous girl (I mean... hello? I hang out with her...all of my girls are stunning) and she could have pulled that. I was just pissed and being dramatic. But thus is me.